TheSpitfire130 Spirit

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I may or may not be going through a change, and if I am I ill be quite scared.  I never wanted this to happen but as most people know mistakes happen.  Some mistakes are challenging, some mistakes are your doom, then there are the mistakes that changes your life forever.
I may be going through this alone, but my sister knows and she is going to help in anyway she can.  The one I am most afaid to tell is the one that helped this mistake happen.  That person I feel is going to be very angry when its found out. After I find out if I am changing, I will then tell this person I then I will know if I am on my own, well me and my sis.
I feel I may be eady for this change, but I will be very scared.  I will be blogging about this  and maybe I can get some feedback on what to do next.  I have no idea how to be when this change comes about.  So next month about this time I should know if I am going to change, or there is something else making me feel this way.
If it is the change I think it is, I am going to look at it as my next great adventure.  I could probably write a book about this for those other un-suspecting mistakes we are not ready for.  I could call the book Opps, Now What Do I Do?
Oh well, maybe this is the best thing that will ever happen to me, a blessing in disguise.  I will keep this up to date as soon as I know for sure.
Spitfie out....