I'm a 48 year old Mother of 5, a Returned Missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, a Radio Broadcaster and an addict/alcoholic. Being a Mom is my favorite out of all the things I am. But Motherhood eludes the diseased...not the recovered. It's a brand new year and I desperately want for 2010 to be a clean break with changes for good in my life, and in the lives of the world around me - most especially my beautiful children's lives. This lineage is rampant with disease.