42 yrs. old, married, two yr. old son who has survived two heart surgeries, four yr. old daughter, 20 yr. old son addicted to Heroin, lost a dream business, $500k, lost a house, car, almost my soul. Been raped, beaten, divorced twice, raised my son while working several jobs and going to college full time. I simply want to help lift the hearts of others who are hurting and figure out "To whom do I pray?" I am hurt and tired....WAIT! I CHANGED MY MIND-I am a survivor!