Picture this in ten years of various different relationships 1 daughter 2 marriages(well if you could call them that I would call the first one the shortest marriage in history), various diferent drug experiences that, lets face it would alter anyones perception on life, and to top it all to support any expences that this habit would incur you then find yourself in some guys car overlooking the sea from a nearby car park not really in the position to appreciate the view lets say. . TEN YEARS WHERE THE HELL DID THAT GO!!!!