Change? Me? No way!

Two years ago I would have thought. Me, Change? No Way. Being the tough person I thought I was invincible to change. I got changed in the best of ways, I have had a hard childhood and grew up to shield myself and think everyone was out to get me. (in a way) I couldn't trust anyone, you would be surprised by how a safe home, loving family, and great guy to change a dirt rag of a person into somebody with feelings.

I didnt have feelings for the longest time, or at least I didnt show them. I never cried, smiled, laughed with feeling, or felt guilt. I only knew anger. I hadnt stayed in a permanent home for years, so when I did I got my stability back I met my biological dad along the way, my loving dad and brothers let me know what a real family is like and eased my anger and anxiety and taught me to laugh. My boyfriend taught me to love, cry, and smile from my heart.

I'm so glad I changed, I didnt know life was great until I took a chance and made myself let go of the past. I love them all and are my greatest heros that make me get up and face each day with a smile.