So I was thinking the other day.....the thought came to me that I wasn't good enough, that I wasn't doing what I can as a mother and wife and that I am a miserable person. Then suddenly as if out of no where, I heard a voice in my head fight back, it said... "Wait! Don't think that way, you are a wonderful person."
All my life I have thought negatively, I have been known to be very pessimistic and down on myself. The other day I was reminded by myself no less, that my thinking is wrong.
So today I sit here and fight the negative thoughts and try my best to replace them with positive ones. It is not an easy thing to do. Depression hasn't helped in life, neither has the many trials we have faced, however, I have decided to do my best and become a better person by thinking better.
I am pretty sure we could all benefit by changing the way we think. Instead of thinking, I am not good enough, we think, I can be a better person by..._____.
I also have troubles with feeling that I don't do enough and I am constantly afraid that I am going to offend someone, or disappoint someone....which is one of my worst fears. I have done my best to make everyone happy in life and lately I am feeling like maybe I need to work on myself. Which is why this post is being done.
So I don't know who you are or how you think, but if you would like to join me on my new journey to better thinking, please do so!
I am hoping that in a year, my outlook will be different than it is now. I know that being positive is better and I am going to do my best to learn how to think that way.
Have a beautiful day. :)