I wish that I could just do something for myself in the present instead of always working for my future. I never have time to relax and be truly happy. Then when I finally have time to relax there is always someone who says that they need me to do something for them and I cant refuse because then I will be ungrateful or lazy, when in actuality I should not have to owe anyone anything.
I wish that I could just be truly happy for once in my life, but that is "too much to ask." There will be time when I just "SNAP" because of all the pressure my family and friends put on me. Only themn will they realize that it is because of them that I finally broke down.
Signed-PLEASE LET ME RELAX