A month and a week have passed since we lost*Our Dear Mother*~ but it seems like just yesterday~Its strange how we so quickly seem to get back on track ~ back to doing our normal every day things~as if it was a chapter in a book~   However  ~ tis not so when losing a loved one .... for me~
  There have been some things that have happened~ and i suddenly have the urge`~ to pick up the telephone ~to tell mom about what happened ~and ask her opinion ...

 Then to realize   that she is no longer there  ~Its like a sadness that suddenly returns~for awhile...thinking ...  how we actually must have taken life for granted  ~  that mom would always be there for us~ to talk to  ~~~ ask her for ~*her most valuable advice *~and just hear her voice~ to be comforted   .. regardless of how old we were~
  Sometimes  when i do something ....anything  ...I wonder if that is the way mom would have done it~
 Life is so short and precious....almost like~* a cloud passing over the sun.*...