There are certain aspects of my life that drain me.  I try, very hard, to communicate them, but I'm weary of talking until I am blue in the face.  Re-wording doesn't help....and, after months & months of saying the same things & holding this frustration in, I'm finding that I don't like who I am becoming.

I've never been a person who has anger issues...I'm usually pretty laid back & happy go lucky.  In fact, I've actually had people tell me that I'm not "supposed" to be upset because it's just not "normal" for me.  Ugh…

But, I will admit that my fuse has been a lot shorter's annoying!  And, I don't like it.

What to do?

Well, the gym helps me physically expel some of my frustration...the rest, I just need to work through.

So, I will start percolating ideas that will help me with my perspective, and I will pray about direction.

After all...

"You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you." ~Brian Tracy

So, I shall be come a master of my emotions.  I will learn to let go & trust God in this aspect of my life.  I am coming to the realization that there are always going to be things that I need help with, and I choose to relinquish my pride in thinking that I can handle those situations on my own.

“Control is never achieved when sought after directly. It is the surprising outcome of letting go.” ~James Arthur Ray

Continuing my journey.....