Something I've Held Back(talk'in about)
The REASON I Left my husband
The REASON I Stayed for so long...
Fifteen YEARS of Marriage these days
Is like Fifty in the old...
From Neglect and Abuse he came
T'was My MISSION to HELP SAVE His SOUL
T'was HIS to HELP DESTROY MINE...
I FORGAVE and UNDERSTOOD and FORGAVE
Cause I BELIEVED T'was JESUS his FAITH...
I WAS FOOLED...Even though the LORD SHOWED ME...his True DEMON FACE
Years ago...when at the Beginning I WANTED to WALK AWAY
But I'm NO "WALKER AWAY"
And that TRAGIC DECISION Would SEAL MY FATE...
Cause I BELIEVED he LOVED the LORDthe SAME WAY...
GOD However HAD A PLAN ALL ALONG
2008...the YEAR HE Would REVEAL the TRUTH to Me
The Year I Entered the DESERT Knowing NOT if I'd EVER Make it OUT of the COLD...
There Began the DARKEST DAYS of MY LIFE
Till' the ANGEL Entered My Bedroom and Dragged Me OUT of that Place...
HE Spoke to me of TRUE LOVE...The JESUS WAY...
Whispered that My 'Prince Charming' WOULD COME FOR ME...One Day...
That Someone USED JESUS to GET his WAY with ME
Took ADVANTAGE of My GODLY NATURE to CONQUER ME
To SERVE HIMSELF and INFLICT GREAT PAIN
Taking Me AWAY from the BELIEVER WHO LOVED the PURE WAY...like ME
SHARED MY PASSION for JESUS...the WORLD WILL BE OUR STAGE
To PROFESS and STAND UP and WITNESS to OUR FAITH...
EQUALLY YOKED WE Were MADE...
The devil's DECEPTION works for but a MOMENT in TIME
For GOD'S JUSTICE and REVELATION Has an ETERNAL WATCH...
HE SHOWED ME YOUR FACE
Spoke to Me that YOU WERE FILLED with HIS LOVE and GRACE
Which ONE DAY Soon...YOU Would GIFT ME..
This HOPE I HELD on to...During My 'Dying Days'
HAND Over HEART...I STAND By the INSTRUCTION of My ANGEL...
I STAND BY YOU...The TRUE LOVE WAY + + +
1.16.10 Never  GIVE up on TRUE LOVE
Angeloflight + + +   Godspeed