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This christmas was special and one of my favorite times of all times , even though i was missing my kids because they went to spend christmas with there dads, I took time off at work and everday i was off i spent it with my fianace' and it was great because for christmas i recieve the beautiful ring every and the time was special , if nothing else time means alot to a woman . We took turns going to visit each other family and we went out together , every moment was about me and what i wanted and that was special and it was not arguing and disagreements, i dont have to worry about is he going to beat me today or what woman hes with tonight , nor do i worry about if he is not coming home because now i have a real man and my kids love him dearly, at first i was scared to give in to him of fear of beening hurt again and still waiting on my baby dad but how do i know if this is the one , do i give in or still wait on my baby dad to decide he want to be with me